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okay so i just wasted my (rare) free day.
what did i do?

watched october road and reaper.
played facebook playfish games.
sang on karaokeparty.com .
researched guitar hero world tour info.
read half of 'untamed' book.
practiced guitar exam pieces.
listened to paramore songs.
blog.

and as i looked out the window, i see a large swimming pool, a gym, a tennis court, a table tennis table, people playing badminton.
i wish i practiced a healthy lifestyle..
why can't i?

no swim suit.
lack of practical tennis knowledge. (technical too)
i don't gym.
shortage of other table tennis/badminton player.

someone said i am a boring person, always at home. (not counting the countless ccas that ate my holidays..)
for that i blame..

myself for being too lazy to actually hang out
myself for being a geek and liking tech stuff (blog!) & games.
myself for my busy schedule.
my friends for their busy schedule. ( but i still love u all!)
my anti-sociable and choosy personality.
myself cause i'm the main cause of this.

but u know what? i don't mind.
its way better than going for ccas cause it's horrible these days.
and i hope none of the juniors see this post cause i don't want to be the reason for worse ccas.
but this is my blog and i can write what i want and its the only way you'll see the other side of me as i'll never be like this in person.
someone save ccas before i really turn into my other person.
update: its sorta saved. finally.

i'll end this post with a happy ending though!
i've decided that i LOVE my new house although it is nothing compared to my previous one.
aww... everybody say 'yay' =)